30th November 2009


My shell of avoidance, stoicism and self-proscribed nihilism is cracking, any twinge of human emotion is immediately responded to with an overwhelming urge to take my own life. i need fucking help. i don't want to make this post, i don't know what to do. I hate what my life has become.

3rd April 2009



Writer's Block: In a Jam

If you were in trouble or ran afoul of the law, which fictional detective or investigator—from tv, movies, or books—would you want to help you?
I really don't care if i get out of the jam i"m in. I'd be worth it for 12 mins. of comedy gold

1st August 2008




a really funny webcomic

a very funny game that crashes on new game plus :(

2nd March 2008



This is fun game

1. Pick 15 of your favorite movies.
2. Go to IMDb and find a quote from each movie.
3. Post them here for everyone to guess.
4. Strike it out when someone guesses correctly, and put who guessed it and the movie.
5. NO GOOGLING/using IMDb search/other search functions/looking at my Myspace or whatever to see what my favorite movies are.

1. "I spared no expenses."

2."...What?" ( there are no quotes for this movie and expect only one person to get it.)

3.  "Tengo Bango"

4. "GTA, Motherfucker! Oh, yeah! Ten points."

5."Buncha savages in this town."

6."Look at me, I'm burning"

7.   Tennis Announcer 1: That's 72 unforced errors for Richie. He's playing the worst tennis of his life. What's he feeling right now?
      Tennis Announcer 2: I don't know, Jim. There's obviously something wrong with him. He's taken off his shoes and one of his socks and... actually, I think he's crying.

8."What is it with this chick? She have beer-flavored nipples?"

9.    A: "Ok, Intimidate me, bully me if it makes you feel big. I mean it's not like you can just kill me... "
       B: "Actually, it's a lot like that"

10. A: Did you notice a sign out in front of my house that said Dead Nigger Storage?
       B: [pause] No. I didn't.

11.  A: Realize detective, the only reason that I'm here right now is that I wanted to be.
        B: No, no, we would have got you eventually.
        A: Oh really? So, what were you doing? Biding your time? Toying with me? Allowing five innocent people to die until you felt like springing your trap? Tell me, what was the indisputable evidence you were going to use on me right before I walked up to you and put my hands in the air?

12: "The deadliest weapon in the world is a marine and his rifle. It is your killer instinct which must be harnessed if you expect to survive in combat. Your rifle is only a tool. It is a hard heart that kills. If your killer instincts are not clean and strong you will hesitate at the moment of truth. You will not kill. You will become dead marines and then you will be in a world of shit because marines are not allowed to die without permission. Do you maggots understand?"

13:"I'm sure in 1985 plutonium is available at every corner drugstore, but in 1955 it's a little hard to come by."

14: A: Stupid, worthless, no good, goddamn, freeloading son of a bitch. Retarded, big mouth, know-it-all, asshole, jerk. You forgot ugly, lazy and disrespectful. Shut up bitch. Go fix me a turkey pot pie. No dad, what about you? Fuck you. No dad, what about you? Fuck you. Dad, what about you? Fuck you.  (pow!! fake punch to face)
      B: Is that for real?
      A: You wanna come over sometime?

15:A: My prince, are you prepared to learn what fate the stones have foretold you?
      B: Yes. I was prepared the very moment that I let my arrow fly.

In retrospect most of these were just movies i could think of and are not my favorites.... oh well.

5th February 2008



Back To School

             After a break that lasted far too long I'm back to my scholastic activities. For those who don't know Hofstra classes started last Monday, I'm starting classes today. Why? because Hofstra financial aid sucks. besides school I'm dropping an ass load of money to try and fix my teeth, we're talking quadruple digits here... but hopefully everything will be better and I wont be in pain all the time, after i took 15 percocets in one 24 hour period and almost committing accidental suicide I realized it was time to get them taken care of.. oh yeah! also I'm moving to a house across the canal from where I live right now and about 6 blocks down from where I spent first and second grade. The house is a real mess but hopefully with some elbow grease it'll be in hosting condition. I'm worried we may not be able to afford it as my mother has been binge drinking since October and has made no attempt to correct herself.  um... besides that nothing much is going on. I've made a bunch of new friends at work but all we do is drink irresponsibly and alienate my other co-workers, I enjoy it quite a bit but I'm worried I this may jeopardize my position at best buy.

            Other things I'm Concerned about is the lack of face time I'm getting with my old friends... there was a time when i spoke to A.J. on the phone everyday but now we hardly ever talk, I know we're both regularly busy and operate on conflicting schedules but sometimes I worry he just doesn't like me anymore. these feelings have led to jealousy against my friend Chris who i feel has replaced me somehow... I miss being a nerd avenger, but honestly i miss when there were no nerd avengers. I also would really love to play the Cyber-punk tabletop Austin is running but I'm not sure that between work and school it will be possible. I am incredibly saddened by this as playing games with Art and Austin got me through most of 2007.

            After a spell check and a re-read I'm realizing that this post is very depressing, so I apologize to anyone who read it. this was more therapeutic then anything else.

current mood: listless

8th November 2007



Silent Hill Origins

So I don't ruin it for anyone planing on playing this game, I'll sum it up in one word: uninspired. Although I had heard the game was bounced around to a bunch of different companies affiliated with Konami Europe, I was informed that the script was written by the original production staff, but after finishing the game it's pretty obvious that whoever told me that was completely mistaken. The standard mix of Japanese names in the credits was completely overtaken by what appeared to be guys from eastern Europe, now I'm not saying guys from eastern Europe can't make good games, but I'm thinking that if they actually published this then they're advertising it. It may be a fun game to keep us busy until 5 comes out next year, but I would not consider this game cannon. I know this will be completely insulting but I would go so far as to say that we have another Resident Evil: Gaiden in "Origins".

22nd September 2007



now I'm kind of in the mood for white castle - Test your disease knowledge

13th August 2007



seriously? shits been bad, but not this bad...

You're Night!

by Elie Wiesel

You've had some truly horrific experiences, especially recently, and
you can barely stand to discuss them. While many people are afraid of getting close to
you because of this, it has also built a fascination and admiration of you that is hard
to rival. You know that things are about to get better soon, but that the trauma will be
impossible to forget. You are short, but powerful.

Take the Book Quiz
at the Blue Pyramid.

17th June 2007




First person to find my kitty wins a prize!!!

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13th May 2007



Pokemon friends code!

hit me up if you wanna trade, i got'em all

31st March 2007




After watching this video I'm totally convinced, I'm on my way right now to get a PS Triple haha

Ballin'Collapse )

2nd March 2007



enjoy my test, i'll give real prizes to people who get over 90%

Create your own Friend Test here

24th February 2007



i don't post enough: here's proof

Haiku2 for hyugafenrir
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Created by Grahame

1st February 2007



I like game music

Open iTunes, Winamp or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is!!

Total songs: 14223

Sort by song,
First Song: Resident evil Survivor - A battle against a hunter
Last Song: Orange Range - ZUNG ZUNG FUNKY MUSIC

Sort by time,
Shortest Song: Rockman Dash 2 - important item found ( 0:01 )
Longest Song: Neon Genesis Death: Rebirth - dies irea (requiem) ( 37:02 )

Sort by artist,
First Artist: .Hack//
Last Artist: Zwan

Sort by album,
First Album: *~Asterisk~ - Orange Range
Last Album: Zone of the Enders Original Soundtrack

Search the keyword and see how many songs appear,
"Sex": 4
"Death": 118
"Love": 181
"You": 303
"Me": 13521 (this should be omitted)
"Drugs": 0

Search for your own name, how many?: 8

Shuffle your library and list the first ten songs. No padding your playlist you hipster, you. Be honest!

1. Akira Yamaoka - ashes and ghosts
2. Stardust memory - men of destiny
3. astyanax - title
4. gundam seed - Yuujou no boueisen
5. Xenosaga - the miracle
6. Tenpei Sato - the wanderer
7. Rei fu - I wanna go to a place... (*** I HATE THIS FUCKING SONG)
8. Metal gear solid - VR training
9. Cowboy bebop - farewell blues (alternate take)
10.Kingdom hearts - dearly beloved ~reprise

18th January 2007



Lifted from Alica

Comment here and I'll tell you one thing that I like about you. Then go post it in your LJ and return the sentiment.

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